Tuesday, May 10, 2011

May blog challenge 5/10

ABC's of life, Be yourself:

I always thought I was being myself, always different, being my own person. Then I finally realized that there was a deeper self that I had repressed all my life. Sure it showed up in various ways over the years, but because I thaought it was wrong and not what everyone else wanted me to be, I beat it back down into hiding. Now it has exploded to the surface and it will not be denied. This is something that has been there since birth. It's not an illness, not a choice, not done to hurt anyone. I just wish I had the courage earlier to deal with it. Yes Kal, I know I'm being very vague, but I still have to for a while, lol.

4 comments:

Suzy said...

Sometimes vague is the best way to go. I think we all feel that same way and keep it buried deep inside. One reason I am afreaid to blog is because I fear I might get on a roll and people will read things that maybe I shouldn't have said out loud. I hope I can remain vague at times...hehehe.

Missy said...

All in your own time and way. I'm so proud of you for finally taking the steps to travel down this road.

Angee Dale said...

Cliff... I understand... we have had many conversations.... and I will be in Lynchburg the end of June... How about some snowboarding????

Cliff said...

Angee, we can def do some snowboarding :)